At the time of this writing, it is Memorial Day in America….a time to reflect and honor those that have died or gone before us.

I also take this day to reflect on what “parts” of me have “died” or shifted/improved and prepare myself for a full and amazing summer ahead

Part of my “past self” that “died” that I reflect on with compassion today is my unconscious Self that was lost for 14 years.

This picture below aptly describes how I felt as an UNCONSCIOUS entrepreneur

I was lost, overwhelmed, dazed/confused and pulling my hair out

This happened especially after 2020 when i had to juggle not only homeschooling in a pandemic with 2 kids, but also how to pivot online with ZERO online presence or ways to make money.

I had spent 20 years of my sales career as an entrepreneur OFFLINE and loved that

I was fortunate to be a lead gen and sales specialist for 20 years because I was quickly able to get to five figure months of $20-40K range in 6 months after we went into lockdown

But guess what?  

I was miserable and wanted to die

I was a closet alcoholic, wanting a divorce, playing the victim card of negativity and beating myself up a LOT.

I was wearing way too many hats and masks and lost myself.

Hence, calling myself UNCONSCIOUS

I had forgotten who I truly was and needed to go inside to figure that out

The second picture below shows how I was unconsciously operating from old patterning, old wounding (past lives and this lifetime, as well as ancestral) and money didn’t buy me happiness

It took me 2 years straight of almost no work/career life and instead FOCUSED/CONSCIOUS healing work for me to dig myself out of that hole.

Why did I operate from workaholism and anxiety?

Why did I operate from controlling tendencies (or get angry when things didn’t go my way)?

Why would I numb out on social media scrolling and alcohol?

Why did I have ZERO boundaries, make myself all things for all people (clients/friends/partner) and leave myself dead last while losing my identity?

It all stemmed from chakra blockages due to dysregulated central nervous system

My body had kept the score for a LONG, LONG time (and many lifetimes) and the body impacts the mind

I also had inherited a lot of limiting beliefs and unconscious patterning from my family of origin – which then allowed me to manifest partners/friends/business partners who modeled/mirrored those woundings to trigger me into my healing journey

It was my karmic path, which led me to my dharma of remembering who I truly am as a CONSCIOUS entrepreneur

The key 3 top things I learned and practiced I will be sharing more and more here and in my workshops

But here they are:

1. Get back into alignment with my core values and abundance mission from my heart
2.  Create an organic authentic and FUN/sexy follow up plan that felt good in my central nervous system
3.  Alchemize my daily fears or stressors (yes, we all have them!) into GOLD the

It radically changed my life, my income, my relationships and I can honestly say, even with a divorce, I am the happiest and healthiest I have been in my entire life RIGHT NOW

Where is your journey at right now for YOU?

Do you still operate from old limiting beliefs, wounds, repeat patterning that hold you back?

Maybe it is hindering your health (mental/physical symptoms

Maybe it is impacting your income (you know you deserve to make more money….you just can’t seem to breakthru)

Maybe it is impacting your relationships because you are working too much (work hard, play hard OR all work NO play) and it is catching up with you and you are feeling disconnected from yourself and others

Or maybe, just maybe you simply know you are meant for more in this life…..more abundance, more freedom, more joy, more bliss….you just don’t know where to start?

I’ve been there – ALL OF THE ABOVE

Until I alchemized the fear into love, the pain into peace, the lack into abundance, i couldn’t see the forest for the trees

I was able to more balance my feminine flow with my masculine action and be in ALIGNMENT with my core values and truth!

It was then I found liberation with a variety of secrets that I don’t want to keep secret anymore!

I have put together my new programs and new workshops/retreats to help catapult you forward – based off of my 25 years in mind/body/spirit health and sales success (and failure!)

And I’ve helped hundreds of people in the past 2 years wake up to that truth and become CONSCIOUS

To choose radical responsibility of finding the answers within – healing the wounding, removing the blocks/limiting beliefs and cleaning up the addictive behaviors that are such a time suck and take so much head space!

You are worth of so much more!

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