In 2020, I had a mentor come into my life and say to me, “it is time to remember who you truly are”
I really was confused by his message, however, I will say that at that time I felt so lost….I knew he was on to something
Even though my brain really didn’t understand what the hell he meant by that, my Soul did.
Have you ever felt lost, dazed and confused about how in the hell you got where you were?
And how you became someone you didn’t recognize anymore?
That was most definitely me
And I was more than ready to figure out the WHY behind that lost, dazed and confused feeling and awaken to my truth once and for all and stop losing myself to the external world and circumstances that I had surrounded myself with that was NOT serving me.
For I realized that, without that, I was in misery and experienced a lot of personal pain and suffering.
I was the definition of insanity – doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result
AND the strange part, as the pandemic went on and 2020 became 2021, 2022 and beyond, I met more and more people just like me who felt lost and were trying to “find themself”
They were losing friends left and right
Didn’t feel connected to their family or former groups/organizations, etc.
Business partnerships were ending
more and more divorces were happening
More and more people were seeking for answers
People were moving to new states/cities and countries
I am so happy and grateful that now after 4 years of grueling inner work…..Thankfully, I was able to remember who I truly was and that changed my life, my perspective and my consciousness level
And all the answers lied within, as cheesy as it sounds. It was kind of annoying to be told this over and over again.
Ultimately, to simplify it, remembering who YOU truly ARE can be summed up in one sentence or description
I AM a spiritual Being having a human experience
And, I believe, so are you.
You have all you need inside of you (a whole world actually) – you just have been taught otherwise your whole life.
We’ve been programmed to look outside ourselves for our answers
here’s the honest truth
We chose to be born in these “meat suits” (aka bodies) at this time to awaken AND it is NOT an easy process.
Now maybe not everyone would agree, and that is ok. You can totally believe whatever you want!
But these are profound times we are living in right NOW.
Here is the simplification of what I learned and am now teaching more and more of my clients who are waking up
Once I started healing at the root causes of my pain and suffering (which were mostly feeling separate, less than, unworthiness, deep levels of ancestral grief and abandonment, and more)…..the layers of stagnation and blockages started to dissolve and disappear
I re-cognized and re-membered that I am radically responsible for ALL of that pain and suffering
I was able to identify my victim consciousness that was blinding me.
Yeah, it wasn’t easy to call myself out as a victim, but I sure as hell was.
Once I fully accepted that I chose to come to this planet (aka Earth School) as a light worker/Soul who picked her family of origin, thereby picking her ancestors, picked a lot of wounded toxic masculine mentors and coaches and role models who I allowed to order me around for their gain and had a LOT of Soul contracts with other Soul family that hurt each other in order to have a lot of work to do to come back to self love, self compassion.
We all played our parts in this “game” called life
Every soul that died by suicide or addiction were choosing to do so to leave me and their loved ones behind with a lot of grief and pain, so we could wake up.
Every family member/blood relative who caused me pain (and I caused them their own pain as well) was here as a great teacher to help me fall into a dark night of the Soul of “not enoughness” so I could feel sorry for myself and separate/less than…..so I could wake up!
Every dis-ease or health crisis was a lesson worthy teacher that led me down a path of natural healing and getting to the root cause of the physical ailment (which was mostly psycho spiritual). I could heal my own life!
Breaking generational curses of health and wealth/scarcity/lack – ALL happening FOR me and BY me to break out of victim consciousness once and for all and remember that god/goddess/divinity and ultimate power/truth was inside me all along.
I no longer feel separate or outcasted
I simply fell in love with myself and my own suffering – I found the gift in it all.
I could reclaim my sovereignty and no longer hold myself hostage (or others for that matter!)
And, of course, am still learning more and more every day. I am far from finished!
I can say with total gratitude and integrity, that now when someone or something triggers me, I immediately look in the mirror and ask myself, “How did I create this with this person/thing/event?”
I simply go inward, talk to divine guidance, meditate and allow my central nervous system to process it how it needs to
Then I let that “shit” go (kind of similar to Mel Robbin’s book, “Let Them”, however a lot deeper than that)
Sometimes that takes seconds, sometimes minute and sometimes days….however, now I can honestly say it is helping me make faster decisions, move thru things faster and transcend stuff that used to send me sideways for MONTHS in a matter of a few days.
It’s because I have learned how to see the spiritual lesson in it and recognize what my very own Soul is asking me to look at and clean up.
Even amidst my divorce right now, I have been able to transmute my victim consciousness (which is simply saying I blamed the other person for my pain/suffering) into compassion/acceptance/peace and love faster and faster and faster.
It’s incredible how this is helping me uplevel in every area of my life and helping me learn things faster and faster so I can prevent making similar mistakes.
I have never been more honest and truthful than I have been in this lifetime until this very moment.
What could happen in YOUR life if you were more and more honest, more and more forgiving, more and more compassionate, more and more abundant, more and more kind?
What would happen if you awoke more and more fully to seeing yourself as the Divine BEING that you are enjoying this abundant playground of a planet we are so blessed to live on??
What would happen to your health?
What would happen to your bank account?
What would happen to your relationships?
How much more pleasure and simplicity and FUN do you think you could have by letting a LOT of that shit go?
Say NO MORE to giving your power away and worrying about what every one thinks of you (most likely your family of origin or friends from your past)!
How much more head space would you have available to you by NOT worrying about that crap anymore?
What businesses could you start?
What risks might you take that you wouldn’t have had the courage to before?
THAT, my friends, is what I AM talking about
Once you let it all GO and can learn how to become your own alchemist…..life just gets richer and richer and richer in ALL ways
If you are ready for that life
More risks
More fun
More real and authentic genuine relationships (and sex life!)
More money to give away/invest/save/share with those you love
More health capacity
More energy
More flow
I could go on and on and on – that is our divine birthright
ALL of that
You just got to face your shadows first
If it is your time and you are truly ready to awaken to who you truly are as a spiritual Being having a human experience, let’s talk
I am getting ready to launch a new yearlong transformational program in July/August this year that will be a culmination of my 25 years in health/fitness/business/spirituality that will undoubtedly short cut your journey
Get done in 1 year what it took me over 5 years of pain/suffering to move through – because there was no blueprint
Stop making excuses and hiding
It’s your time to SHINE YOUR LIGHT and go out and make an impact on this planet right now, especially if you are a servant leader or a light worker or healing practitioner/coach
I see you!
I was you!
No more hiding and playing small
Let’s make magic and help you cut thru the bullshit and MOVE forward into catapulting your destiny
Here’s to your best health, your best wealth and trusting/finding (again) your BEST wisdom
The BEST is yet to come!
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NOTE: This is only for the serious people who want to go next level and play a BIG game.